You never can tell

This whole enterprise has been exquisitely unnerving and abundant with adrenalin rush so far. On a few occasions I felt exhilarated and invincible, a couple of times I felt despondent and downbeat. Well, the same tendency seems to be going on.

In the morning I received a notification from my bodyshop. The news is annihilating. According to the message, my application ‘did not make the cutoff this period’. Well, the experience I am getting teaches me that keeping serenity, if not insouciance, is vital. What does not kill us makes us stronger so let’s see what the future will bring us regardless of transient premonitions.